Drunk and Sad

So, I started this blog while I was studying abroad in Ireland. It was mainly to keep my parents happy and informed as to what I was up to and also, to keep my self busy while in Europe. This blog hs gone largely neglected over the last two years because I didn't have anything interesting to write about, or was too scared to share serious and honest feelings with the internets. Which, to be fair, isn't that odd. As the internet can be a cruel and unfeeling place. But tonight I am drunk. I am also very sad. The reason for this sadness is my ex-girlfriend Kim. A few weeks ago she decided that I wasn't serious in my hope to get back together with her and gave me the 'let's just be friends' line. To be fair, I was the one who ended the relationship in the first place, so this was a bit deserved. At the same time, I really was hoping things were different and that I would win her over. But, that was not how it went. So, here I am. Sad. Drunk. And very much alone for the time being. So it goes.